possession, ownership

i have, you take,
i refuse to be put down,
im not that weak,

you think you're right,
but i know better,

you're selfish and so am i,
but i admit it,

im sorry i shove you down,
i dont want to fight,
but i refuse to conform,
all about communication,

i wont sit and take it,

you've always had it coming,
i can tell even now,

you dont care about me,
and im sorry, but i wont lose,
im not that weak.

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my step sister came into the room when i was on the phone with my girlfriend, and she was like
"are you asleep?"

and i was like
"no"

and she was like
"when do you intend to get off the phone?"

and i say
"10:30"

and shes like,
"WELL the phones been off the charger and it'll die and i wont get to talk to robert...."

and i pause and then say,
"im going to get off at 10:30"

and she flips out and slams my door and storms out of my room because i wouldnt bow down to her fucking wishes.
then i confront her and she was a smartass so i slung water on her. so she came into my room and slung water on me and my computer, then storms out and i grab her neck and slam her down at the coffee table
so she pushes back and i hit my back on the wall and she starts putting me down and mom comes in there and we continue to fight.

mom sided with me so HAHA!
i hate my sister i really do. i love her, but i hate the way she acts.
shes so mean.

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other than that, im fine... but shes still being a bitch about it.

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AND NOW MOMS FUCKING SIDING WITH HER! its not fucking fair......

bye......
im going to fucking bed.